I think this poem speaks for itself …
Inside The Looking Glass
I often wonder why I can’t
slow down
or be alone
anymore.
It started at the end
of the pandemic.
For more than a year, I
isolated
crawling deeper and deeper inside
myself.
Afraid of others
Afraid of illness
Afraid of germs
Afraid of living
Afraid of me
So, I stayed
In my house
In my mind
In my way
Until one day,
I couldn’t.
Because that was the moment
I realized
being alone
is worse than being sick.
*Photo by Sven Brandsma on Unsplash.
I cant tell you enough how i feel/felt the same! Every word. Every feeling you just described. Love as always 💕